Let me Use School Subject for this area to illustrate what am trying to pass into your head here, God Created Mathematics, but don’t Expect you will Excel in Mathematics if Mathematics is Not Your Portion/Department[Your God Gifted Life and Talents]. Because you were Created with A Special Gifts[Life and Talents Outside Mathematics]. Even though you Cant excel in Mathematics, but you can do well in Elementary Science or Biology[other subjects outside mathematics], think of what you can do better with Confidence and Boldness, think of what you can do that your strength lies, think of what you can do that People are Convince of you when it comes to that area, think of what you can do that you are better and can do it perfect. This is also another Way of God Calling your Phone.
Though i don’t know how to Sing, i don’t know how to dance, i don’t know how to Speak in Tongues, I don’t know how to……but i can build and design website Very well, I can do Funny things to make people laugh, I can motivate people, I can Learn, Know and teach people about the Knowledge of Gods Word, I can teach Married couple on how to make their home better and Stand gallant, and I can configure and Setup Phones/Computer Perfect WITHOUT ME GOING OUTSIDE TO LEARN IT. this is My Own Gift and Portions
I MUST NOT SAY BECAUSE MY FRIEND IS A MUSICIAN LET ME LEAVE MY OWN LIFE AND TALENTS AND ENTER HIS WAY… INSTEAD I GAT TO BUILD MYSELF INSIDE MY OWN, Lest i run after what is not mine, and mine dies while i struggle and find it painful and hard doing what is not mine but another person’s own.